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Reciprocity

There is nothing I can do about love not reciprocated. There is nothing I can do about it at all. You give, you push, and you pour into. It’s taken, catapulted and watered greatly yet never invested properly. How is it that us women are left with the dead end of the stick? How are we so giving and then…

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Parasite

She poured it all out. Gave him the better parts of her igniting his fire. He was her Earth this vast monument of potential that lead her to water him-freely. Never wanting a drought, she poured from wells hidden deep within. The more he expanded, the frailer she became. She was his host, giving ample nourishment to his dreams. The more…

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The question of purpose

Nothing on this earth is promised to us, not even the air that we breathe. Every day I wrestle with the question “Why am I here?” and always there is the cliche answer of “because you have a purpose.” Do I have a purpose; what is purpose actually? And how do we arrive at this destination? Do Parent’s give purpose?…

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Sour Tears

They tell her to write soft, invite love to her words. How? All she knows is hurt. The truth speaks through every word. Each word gives insight into every woman who has been scorned, left, and abandoned. Love never showed up; the pain did. She desired love, and she wanted it, she needed it. Yet that’s not what showed up. How…

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Secret’s and social media

There’s much talk of people wanting to keep their relationships “private” and off of social media. Though I am in agreement with keeping the relationship’s private, I also have an issue with the term “private” being used when that is not what’s represented in regards to relationships.     Not everyone enjoys putting their business on social media or opening…

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Black Panther

There is nothing worse than tears not contained. Tears that are left exposed without proper guidance. Tears with experience privately poured out at a silent altar. Questions that don’t have answers. Burdened, tired, lacking oxygen, living only on 20%, but, no one sees, everyone is living a life that is not their own, lacking authenticity. There’s a cry from the…

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out-casted

You created us, created us in your image while at the same time creating evil. You birthed us into a world that did not have our best interest at heart. Image-that which resembles and looks like you, if that is the case, why do you hate the very thing you created? Us the dark-skinned ones, You set us up for…

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Resting “Bitch” face

“You look intimidating” “You look mean” “I was scared to approach you” are just some of the things that men have stated to me over the years. And I’ve never quite understood the hesitation from them. Many haven’t even met me yet have already come to a conclusion about me before I have ever had a chance to open my…

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Dream Catcher

Last night I dreamed, I dreamed of you. A face of uncertainty, Deep within, behind the surface I Witnessed a depth of confidence that gravitated towards me, capturing me. I floated in the air eyes closed Breathing in your truth The truth of your plea for me a request so pure begging me to let you rest. “Let me rest,…

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Gray Hair Blue’s

I think that I am the only one on the planet that is vexed to my soul that I have not received gray hair. I’m legit upset, I know y’all laughing like is she serious? And yes, very much so I am dead serious. Everyone around me has gray hair and complains over and over again about having them, whether…

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