The attack against my mind leaves me lethargic. Fully conscious but sunken never fully regaining mobility. I am stuck! Trying to scream for someone to hear me but my yelps go unnoticed I am left to navigate this swamp alone. Murky, dirty water fills my senses, contaminating everything that I sense. “You aren’t who you say you are. I don’t…
The way he pulled away from me when SHE walked by. The pain of rejection that suspended my body in defeat. He had never chosen anyone over me before; until that night. I knew at that moment it was over; I was triggered-pierced deep within my soul, allowing the wave of heartbreak to succumb to its fate. That night would…
He said his love for me be magical. The kind that shift’s warmth to every area of my being. Magical indeed He seances my heart until the death within speaks life. I levitate on the residue of his love, long after he has left the room. Clouds become my sanctuary; gravity never allowed to have its way. I become a…
Remove the facade that allows the barrier that you have barricaded around your heart. Take off the years that have yielded false hope and seeds that never took root and come to this place that I will show you a place of renewing and recharging. This place will isolate you, and all you will see is darkness, you will feel…
Does he know that my love is one of a kind? It’s not fleeting or soft. Instead, my love comes with storms. The kind that lights up the sky with illumination cascading across its backdrop. Don’t mistake the storm as dangerous. No, indeed, this love is a sign of the changing of the tides. It’s the kind of storm that…
His need for me laced with lusted fantasies lured me heavily between the sheets. He was never fully invested in anything beyond my body; I was his puppet controlled by the strings of false promises that he cared. Deep down, I knew he wasn’t right for me, but I continued to allow him to penetrate. Even when I tried to…
Too much time has passed; we have evolved into two separate entities. It’s been said that time heals all wounds and that if you love something, let it go and if it returns it was always yours. Every time you return, I allow you to enter back through the canal of my heart, and a piece of me deteriorates. I…
I believed in him more than my own gift. Blood sweat and tears I poured into him, but all he could see was the crazy I displayed. A crazy that had hurt as its foundation Hurt from all the credit and love he gave every other woman but me. Me the one who was in his corner The one with…
