Tired

Free me from thoughts that vividly show his face
I don’t want to see the reward his life is reveling in
I have no prayer life left to continue covering him

This demon of memories continue to haunt me
And my heart wants to hold on to what it believed was love
stop!
Stop feeding this energy, it’s consuming you

I have nothing left

leave me alone and let me be
Free me from this hold
I don’t pray to his God, I don’t pray to any God

I no longer want to be used for the gain of others

I don’t want to believe in him
believing leaves scars, believing leaves me weak

don’t ask me to give
I have nothing left

I’m tired

~Vmack~

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